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Thursday, November 02, 2006
Thursday, November 02, 2006
MESSAGE 1:
Hey I miss you, babygirl. I am sorry that I had to tell you that we're two different people or lives. Could it be that I'm scared to show that a pretty wonderful girl like you to see my side of the world that not many know about, only the ones that I trust? Maybe that's why I'm scared. Cuz look at you, looking so happy that I'm afraid if I showed my ways, we might get lost in life full of pain. Hey well, you got my number call if you what to talk.

P.S. I will always look after you only if you let me. Babygirl you should know that I got your back. Please forgive me.

You know who this is

MESSAGE 2:
Check this out. I'm not only thinking about myself but I'm also looking out for us cuz you would not like my lifestyle. It would be too scary for little pretty eyez to see. On the plus side, you need to focus on freaken classes you're taking. I'm so sorry. I never meant to hurt your beautiful little honest heart. Too bad I'm not the same as your streets that change a person when you see how shady they are. I wish I could make it up to bring all the pretty stars and moon to you girl but I can't.

MY REACTI0N:
Relati0nship crisis. 0r even w0rst, it was never t0 begin with. I am heartbr0ken.

His messages shatter my heart int0 br0ken pieces. As much as c0mmitments & attachments are last 0n my list, I actually felt a c0nnecti0n between us. It was pure l0ving.

I always put 0n a smiling face in public. I try n0t t0 sh0w the sadness in me. In his eyes, I live this "perfect life," that I get ev'rything I want. My smile hides the ag0ny in me. I refuse t0 feel d0wn. In truth, I am a lil' sprung 0n him. He gave me happiness & attention f0r the past week but all 0f that seem t0 fade away quickly.

There is m0re than meets the naked eye t0 ev'ry st0ry, ev'ry speck 0f details. The truth is c0ncealed. There is m0re than jus' 0ur separate lives, it's m0re than his "fucked- up life." My studies is jus' an excuse 2 him. HE IS HIDING S0METHING!

Right n0w, I feel c0mpletely used. That all this time, he's treatin' me like a t0y, play w/ me when he's b0red & t0ss me aside when he's satisfied.

I AM DISAPP0INTED. I AM FRUSTRATED. I AM DEVASTATED. I AM C0NFUSED.

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